What color are you going to wear?

My lovely Chinese New Year is coming!!! Yes, in another one month plus.. I haven't shop for my cloths [ many la.. should I buy again? ], shoes [ a lot ler.. think no need to buy ], bags [ banyak, too... ], accessories [ few boxes liao ] Siao la me.. everything seems like over load liao.. i have no more room for them liao.. LOL

Conclusion: I think I no need to shop for this year la! All my stocks are enough to spend for another 3 years, I think so la.. Or I donate them out and get new stocks in?! Should I do that??

Thanks to Elaine for sending me this chart. Well, be frank I never follow this kind of stuff before but I really wanted to give it a try this year to check out what would happen if I really follow.

my 2010 astrology prediction

My 2010 horoscope VIRGO-Extracted from ASTRO monthly magazine.

Let me give you brief explanation:-

HIGH EXPENSES! Is going to be my 2010 portrayal! Gosh, shall I be happy? In the other hand, High expenses means I got to earn High income then only can have High expenses lifestyle. Woohoo, i'm gonna be rich this year that's why I'll have different lifestyle. A more luxury one, may be :))) I'll come to contact with different level of lifestyle, more broad, more wide, YEAH!

Apart from "dull J.O.B [Just Over Broke]" and learning, I'll expand few more directions in my life. Well, I really have no idea what are the directions about right now. As I started to slowly pick up some sports.. maybe this is one of the direction that it mentioned. Those directions will definitely spend a lot of my time. Sounds like "huge" project for me this year. Because of I'll spend more time on different directions, definitely I'll broaden my vision. Hence, I'll slowly forget my “unjoyful" experienced or past. Awww.. this is one of the tuff part in my life now! For sure I really wish to remove it from my memory permanently. It mentioned it is related to HUMAN! Bingo! This painful memory is driving me crazy for few years already. I hope one day I can tell anyone that:"This painful memory has been driven me crazy" I'll be facing the ever BIGGEST challenge in the year from June to September - Networking break down. People might not going the way I want. Anyway, I'm NOT the boss for anybody, people are not force to going to the direction I want or doing the thing I demand. I had read from one wall poster, it said: If people do not look pleasing in our eyes, it is only because of we are ill-cultivated. Since then, it always reminding me whenever I started to dissatisfy with one person [Except that person is really wanted to malicious attacks me, then the whole story will be different la]. It really works, try it out! However, my mentality will be changing from time to time, definitely. What I really care the most initially will become least finally. Disasters and happiness always go together. We should learn to accept them calmly.

GOOD time will be falling on month FEB, AUG [Yo, my bufdayyy month ;D],OCT

BAD time will be falling on month JAN [Super bad time now], MAC till JULY. WTF, 5 mths on the row bad time?!

Anyway, we should not only depends on astrology prediction. Maybe this can be treated as reference only. Don't take it so serious. We should always believe that we have the POWER to control our destiny.......

Have you read yours???

Holiday is end liao... Returning back to reality like a walking corpse =_="

Repeating the cycle of my life now. When is the end for me T_T

Hou lan sian ar. Feel like wanted to say more about my company today.

I joined this company on mid year of 2007 then left on mid year of 2008. Doing my part time business since then onwards. Rejoined back the company on Dec 2008. Why? Since I decided to leave then why I chose to return back? I think the main reason is purely I like the company! I like the colleagues! I like the comfy environment! I like the boss! Be more precise is I like the way both of my bosses treat me! But, I never like the job I do. However, I'm very clear that they are buying my service so I must perform no matter how. Hence, I started again my 9 to 6 life even though I'm not true happy. I always wanted to leave but very ngum sek dak for this lovely couple of nice bosses and lovely colleagues. Afraid that they can't find a very loyal staff like me :P

I think I'm quite famous in my company :D! I'm not cakap besar here ar, Of course there must be a reason behind to support my statement then only I dare to say ma.. But, I never realize that the level of popularity is far more geng chow beyond my awareness. They always remember me when they are working overseas by buying me some pretty nice stuff. I had received countless of souvenirs but never take down a single photo to share with you. I'm so touched by these 2 staffs today. Let me tell you more!

Even though I have many but I like to keep them in the office. Just to display on my workstation.. To show off la. Don't envy ya! LOL.

This is from YY. He traveled to Korea last month with his lovely wife!

Awwww.. this money printed key chain reminding my life in Korea.

I'm the first to choose among others :p

Thanks YY!

Today, there is another 2 sub-contractors Ridhwan and Zainie just back from Indonesia!

And they bought me these 2 useful stuffs! Again, I'm the first receiver, yippy!

I'm so touched not because of I have the gift but because of they are "poor" but still remembering me when they are overseas and get something for me!

Werkudara in Indonesian means HERO!

Thanks Ridhwan!

Jakarta printed baby-T

Fit nicely on me :)))

Thanks Zainie!

I'm so blessed that I've built up a very good relationship among my colleagues!!! I like them and they like me :)

But, thing doesn't goes well lately because of the new comer-C. Everything that I do all this while seems wrong with C. Boss started to protect C unreasonable. This made my heart so pain. This has stopped me to keep thinking for the company. This has against my initial purpose to rejoined back the company. Maybe this is the signal from GOD. He is directing me to the path I should walk this year. Maybe it has comes to an end... Maybe is time to say GOODBYE. I'm tired to bear with your hypocritical faces. It's unbearable anymore to me.... C, I'll be leaving soon and let you to conquer the whole world as you like! Get lost, bitch!

This is the YEAR

It's such a blessing and fortunate for me to step into 2010 with brand new vision and mission. If you asked me what have I did for the past 2009? Well, past is past, happened is happened, happy is happy, sad is sad. No such WOW achievement for me to show off here but a lots and a lots of good and bad memories to browse back. We always have option. So, I'm giving 2 options NOW either I keep thinking back and feel sad or I move on with broad vision and to sail more adventurous. The "choice" is on me! Why bad experienced is easily branded in our memory??? And why I always cannot forget them?!!! I really wish that I can remove ALL the bad memories in my brain! Only store those happiness! I really wish and I really meant it BUT I know that this is impossible. Life is not always as what we wish to be.... Sorry, i'm so emo today >.<

Haluk Demirbag said :"In order to achieve the change you desire you must be motivated by a dream much bigger and more positive than whatever you want to change in your life."

Waking me up on why I still doing what I was doing on last Jan 01, 2009 today? Because my dream is not bigger and positive enough to push me to move on seriously to achieve what I want! Awwwww.. so true! Even though I was showing to everyone that I'm moving positively and happily but the fact is I still very depending on ONE person. I was really 24/7 stalking on this person without me knowing myself that I am actually doing this. This is so miserable coz I only realized today!!! Aih~ luckily only ONE year delayed for me to realize :)

Of course there is always the BAD comment and GOOD comment on us. We cannot control whatever people think and say about us BUT again we have the option to LISTEN or to REJECT those comment. I am that kind of person that willing to accept any comment and to change only after I "filter". If I think you are right then I'll do, if it is pointless then I'll smile and walk away. This practice takes my life much more easily. Do it, if you want to have an easy life like me :)

Looking back to my 2009, actually I'm still doing the thing that I do not really like to do. I'm still leaving my DREAM aside without turning them into reality. I'm still giving EMPTY promises to myself and family. I'm still keep lying to myself that ONE day the hope that I always hope will become TRUE. I'm still believe that he will change because of me. I'm still waiting for him to say something that I wanted to hear long time ago. I'm still not shaping up successfully. I'm still giving many excuses for myself to not moving on. I'm still loving the guy who is not worth for my love. I'm still stupid and naive on handling human relationship. HUH~ Many STILL hor.. There is still many STILL to be listed down until tomorrow night =_=" Comes to the conclusion: I'm still very weak on keeping my promises and discipline to working hard on myself. Well, I must kick away all these negativity in my year 2010 :D

This year, I must:-

#1 Be SERIOUS to HERBALIFE

I knew Herbalife when the time I was looking for work from home opportunity on year 2007. I met many others opportunity out there but only its video clip that really clicked me into it. Thanks GOD! I'm so fortunate that I joined a HUMAN COMPANY. Why I said so? I worked for few companies before but NONE of the companies can make me weeping. Only Herbalife! Any single word, phrase, picture, video clip, message or people can touch my little heart easily and made me weeping anytime anywhere. And Herbalife is always in my dreams. I do not know why but I know this must be the clear message for me - A company that I should tag with for the rest of my LIFE... I was fooling myself for 2 years time so this is the year for me to become really serious with Herbalife. To realize my health and wealth goals. Watch me out!!!

#2 Slim down to 45kg

No more curi-curi makan! No more tipu-tipu sendiri! No more eat first la, tomorrow only start gam fei! Cis~ Choy! I must slim down to 45kg in order to make my DREAMS come true in 2010!!!

#3 FIRE MY BOSS

This plan is always my plan when the time I rejoined back the same company on contract and helping base basis. I'm very clear that I am not belongs to 9-6 group. I always wanted to do my own business. It shouldn't be coming too fast but due to one super hypocritical and kepochi lady is now "landed" in my office! I hate to see her! I hate to talk to her! I hate everything about her! I should be very thankful to her because she speed up my plan! Thank you, KPC!

#4 Open my First Nutrition Club

Because of I want to get serious with Herbalife so I must fire my boss. After fire my boss, I must have a great tool to run my business, right? To own a nutrition club is a must for me in order to steadily grow my business. I have no choice but a must to have ONE by June later.

#5 Be consistent for Swimming and Yoga

I allocate 2 hours for swimming every weekend now. To my surprised, my stamina is getting better and better after 2 weeks I started to re-swim again. From half lap until today 6 laps on the row. Clap clap for myself :)

Joined for 1 free trial session and noticed that Yoga is so powerful! Not like what I thought all these years. I was sweating 10x than playing badminton game!!! My friend Jenny said those sweat is not like any sweat during heavy sport. After yoga sweat, your skin will immediately get extra silky smooth!!! BRAVO! Must do must do now!

#6 Definitely give more time to my lovely family

I know youngster are more happy to chill with friends and sweet heart but never forget the root where you come from. The mature I grow the more I like to stick with my parent. They always put me on No. 1! I'm so blessed that I born into a loving family :)))

Dear Dad and Mum, I cannot requite both of you for your care and upbringing. It's so invaluable and printed forever in my life. All I can do now is work extremely harder to bring the lifestyle that you want in a super short period. I know both of you are getting older so I must be sure to do it when the time we are still have energy and be able to hand in hand together!

#7 Pick up social dancing skills

I have a little dream. I want to be able to dance whenever people ask for. I am pretty shame for not knowing how to dance. Really admire those girls who are able to dance so sexy and yet elegant! I wanna be part of them!

#8 Improve my English and Learn Japanese and Korean

Definitely my English is improving a lot this year but still I am very limited on the vocabulary. This made my posting cannot be as interesting as I want it to be. My speaking is not as fluent as it should be at my age. I do not like to refer dictionary whenever I am doing my reading =_=

I must listen to more English song and English radio channel, watch more English movie and read more English news. Die die also must do ONE every day!

Non Japanese speaks Japanese is kind of cool! Just like Non Chinese speaks Chinese! I really respect and admire those multi lingual! Japan is one of my dream country and I like Japan drama a lot. One day I'll be traveled to Japan, definitely. One day I'll be sitting at home just to watch Japanese drama but normally I cannot understand what they are talking and I really hate to read translation.

I been to Korea last year. Noted that 99.99% of Korean do not speak English. Or can be said ONLY speaks Korean, wtf! Really facing major communication failure when I was there. Not even dare to walk alone without tour guide. But, I love the country! The weather is cool and the people are nice! The food are yummy and the places are so beautiful! I'm thinking to have my tour cum study over there when the time I retire.

#9 Become Generation H

This is the year for me to pick up my career seriously! I know the "shortcut" to let me and my dad to retire earlier! I know what should I do! I'm learning on how to do! I'm lacking behind now so I must give 10x extra effort than others to accomplish my mission! I must be part of Generation H by 2011. This is the year for me to lay my solid foundation. I must lay minimum 75% towards my plan.

I still have more to go but I gotta keep some for myself to do it secretly :)))

Next, what is my vision and mission this year???? I do not have slogan. Slogan is so corporate feel so better not to have one. I'm young and energetic :P

My brand new Vision is to become financially freedom! Don't envy on me when the time I did it! LOL! And my mission is to giving back to the community! Become voluntary worker! To save homeless animals! To bring fun for orphan! Let's DO it together!!!

THE BEST IS YET TO BE !!!

離婚酒店~~感人的帳單

他和她結婚整整10年了，夫妻間已經沒有任何衝動與情趣，

他越來越覺得自己對她幾乎就是一種程式與義務，

他開始厭煩起了她，尤其是單位新調進了一個年輕活潑的女孩，

對他發起了瘋狂的進攻，他突然覺得她是自己的第二春，經過再三考慮，

他決定和她離婚。她似乎也麻木了，很平靜地答應了他，

兩個人一起走進了民政部門。

手續辦得很順利，出門後，兩個人已經是各自獨立的自由人了，

不知為什麼，他心裏突然有種空落落的感覺，他看了看她：

“天已經晚了，一起去吃點飯吧。”

她看了看他：“好吧，聽說新開了一家‘離婚酒店’，

專門執行離婚夫婦的最後一頓晚餐，要不咱們到那兒去看看。”

他點了點頭，兩人一前一後默默地走進了離婚酒店。

“先生女士晚上好。”二人在包廂剛坐下，服務小姐便走了進來，

“請問兩位想吃點兒什麼？”

他看了看她：“你點吧。”

她搖了搖頭：“我不常出來，不太清楚這些，還是你點吧。”

“對不起先生女士，我們離婚酒店有個規矩，這頓飯必

須要由 女士點先生平時最愛吃的菜，由先生點女士平時最愛吃的菜，

這叫‘最後的記憶’。”

“那好吧，”她理了理頭髮，“清蒸魚、溜蘑菇、拌木耳，

記住，都不要放蔥薑蒜，我先生……這位先生他不吃這些。”

“先生呢？”服務小姐看了看他。

他愣住了。結婚10年，他真的不知道老婆喜歡吃什麼。他張著嘴，

尷尬地愣在了那兒。

“就這些吧，其實這是我們兩個人都愛吃的。”她連忙打起了圓場。

服務小姐笑了笑：“說實話，到我們離婚酒店來吃這最後一頓晚餐，

所有的先生和女士其實都吃不下去什麼，所以這‘最後的記憶’

咱們還是不要吃了吧。就喝我們酒店特意為所有離婚人士準備的

晚餐——冷飲吧，這也是所有來的人都不拒絕的選擇。”

她與她都點了點頭：“那就來冷飲吧。”

很快，服務小姐送來了兩份冷飲，兩份飲料中一份淡藍一片，

全是冰渣；一份滿杯紅潤，冒著熱氣。

“這份晚餐名叫‘一半是火焰，一半是海水’，兩位慢用。”

服務小姐介紹完退了下去。

包房裏靜悄悄的，兩個人相對而坐，一時竟不知道該說什麼好。

“篤篤篤！”輕輕一陣敲門聲，服務小姐走了近來，托盤裏托著

一枝鮮豔的紅玫瑰：“先生，還記得您第一次給這位女士送花的情景嗎？

現在一切都結束了，夫妻不成就當朋友，朋友要好聚好散，

最後為女士送朵玫瑰吧。”

她渾身一抖，眼前又浮現出了10年前他給她送花的情景，那時，

他們剛剛來到這座舉目無親的省城，什麼都沒有，一切從零開始。

白天，他們四處找工作，

努力拼搏；晚上， 為了增加收入，她去晚市出小攤，他去給人家刷盤子。很晚很晚，

他們才一起回到租住在地下室裏那不足10平米的小屋。日子很苦，可他們卻很幸福。

到省城的第一個情人節

那天，他為自己買了第一朵紅玫瑰，她幸福得流下了眼淚。

10年了，一切都好起來了，可兩個人卻走向了分離。她想著想著，淚水盈滿了雙眼，

她擺了擺手說：“不用了。”

他也想起了過去的10年，他這才記起，自己已經有五六年沒有給

她買過一枝玫瑰了。他擺了擺手：“不，要買。”

服務小姐卻拿起了玫瑰，“刷刷”兩下撕成了兩半，分別扔進了

兩個人的飲料杯裏，玫瑰竟然溶解在了飲料裏。

“這是我們酒店特意用糯米製成的紅玫瑰，也是送給你們的第三道菜，

名叫‘映景的美麗’。先生女士慢用，有什麼需要直接叫我。”

服務小姐說完，轉身走了出去。

“XX，我……”他一把握住她的手，有些說不出話來。

她抽了抽手，沒有抽動，便不再動彈。兩個人靜靜地對視著，什麼也說不出來。

“啪！”突然，燈熄了，整個包房裏漆黑一片，外面警鈴大作，

一股煙味兒飄了進來。

“怎麼了？”兩個人急忙站了起來。

“店起火了，大家馬上從安全通道走！快！”外面，有人聲嘶力竭地喊了起來。

“老公！”她一下撲進了他的懷裏，“我怕！”

“別怕！”他緊緊摟住她，“親愛的，有我呢。走，往外衝！”

包廂外面燈光通明，秩序井然，什麼都沒有發生。

服務小姐走了過來：“對不起，先生女士，讓兩位受驚了。

酒店並沒有失火，煙味兒也是特意往包房裏放的一點點，

這是我們的第四道菜，名叫‘內心的選擇’。請回包廂。”

他和她回到了包廂，燈光依舊。他一把拉她：“親愛的，

服務小姐說得對，剛才那才是你我內心真正的選擇。其實，

我們誰都離不開誰，明天咱們重新結婚吧？”

她咬了咬嘴唇：“你願意嗎？”

“我願意，我現在什麼都明白了，明天一早咱就去辦結婚。

小姐，買單。”他說著喊了起來 。

服務小姐走了近來，遞給兩人一人一張精緻的紅色清單：

“先生女士好，這是兩位的帳單，也是本酒店的最後一道贈品，

名叫‘永遠的帳單’，請兩位永遠保存吧。"


他看著帳單，眼淚淌了下來。

“你怎麼了？”她連忙問道。

他把帳單遞給了她：“親愛的，我錯了，我對不起你。”

她打開帳單一看，只見上面寫著：

一個溫暖的家；

兩隻操勞的手；

三更不熄等您歸家的燈；

四季注意身體的叮囑；

無微不至的關懷；

六旬婆母的微笑；

起早貪黑對孩子的照顧；

八方維護您的威信；

九下廚房為了您愛吃的一道菜；

十年為您逝去的青春……

這就是您的妻子。

“老公，您辛苦了，這些年也是我冷漠了你。”

她也把自己的那份帳單遞給了他。他打開帳單，只見上面寫著：

一個男人的責任；

兩肩挑起的重擔；

三更半夜的勞累；

四處奔波的匆忙；

無法傾訴的委屈；

留在臉上的滄桑；

七姑八姨的義務；

八上八下的波折；

九優一疵的凡人；

時時對家對子的真情……

這就是您的丈夫。

兩個人抱在一起，放聲痛哭。

結完帳，他和她對經理千恩萬謝，手牽手走回了家。

看者他們幸福的背影，經理微笑著點了點頭：

“真幸福，我們離婚酒店又挽救了一個家！

Dear YOU,

This is specially dedicated to you....

Bring back thousand of memories of us....

Everything is past, let's move on....

I am weeping when the time I read...

Love,

ME

New Year Day - 01.01.2010

Safely step into 2010!!! Feeling is mixing....

Slept at 4.30am so don't expect me to wake up at 8am today, ya?! Hahaha.

I only managed to wake up by 12pm. YES, 12pm. Half day of new year has gone, FML!

My first 2010 lunch has given to Boston at JJ, Bukit Tinggi! I really like this restaurant. First, there is spacious. Second, nice and comfortable decoration. Third, unlimited choices of fusion food. Forth, not pricy. Fifth, really taste good :D

Hope that I still look good after killing millions of my body cells for AVATAR this morning :P

Cool technology. Just on 5 mins to heat up the bowl for steamboat purpose

Ice lemon tea for him

I only have hot water mixed with Herbalife energy tea :D

Extra flavor - Herba base

My dumpling set

His single hot pot set

His grilled seafood plate

Huh~ Very heavy lunch but satisfied! New year New me New thinking.. I still haven't write my new year resolution, FML!